Monday, April 30, 2012

It will get better, just not now

Today is hard for me. I'm sure you all have had days like this, especially when trying for a baby. We aren't trying yet, but there have been many times when it seems like I may be pregnant anyway. Today is one of those days.

I knew my new medication could cause me to skip a period as I got used to it. It was in the medication instructions. The instructions also indicated that I should do a pregnancy test anyway just in case. So I made plans to do so this morning. Yet for the past few days before, I've been nauseous and threw up Saturday and Sunday evening. Even now I'm still feeling pretty awful.

And yet, there it sits. A pregnancy test that bold proclaims I'm not pregnant. It makes me so mad. It's like my body enjoys messing with me. I know that there is still a chance that I am and the HCG hasn't   built up enough to be measured. It happens often so I have a second test I'll used in a few days. But that's doesn't make it hurt any less.

I hope that other don't have to go through this like I do. May your journey to pregnancy be easier than my own.

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